Year 2004

a couple days and 2004 goes finish.
these year was for me very strange year . lot of things happen
very terrible and difficult year.I must take a couple difficult decision
and....
I do not means that a bad year was,, but this year was very hard with much sorrow.
a lot of friends of me had also a hard year behind the back!!!
sometimes were we ourselves astonished for this year !!!! nobody has really a
rest but tja I have grown (Ronald said always be careful that not grown horizontal ;-) )
I hope that 2005
becomes a beautiful quiet year for everyone
I want already thanking all my friends
my especially thanks for kind : Babi, Eli ,Ziz ,Nasr, Afshin ,Ruda en my little Anahita she was always with me .
my particularly thanks to Ronald Hilko, Rutger, and Stephan Rik and Bas.
you have always supported me and you was always for me.

I love you so much and thank you

AHANGH BERNADET !!!!

tonight is christmas evening !!!
I ask myself,, if that becomes still the film AHNAGH BERNADET on TV??


according to me ,,I have seen this film almost 4 years behind each other on this
evening!!

anyhow porseda wish you happyChristmas day .

think about that

who full hope is, sees success where others see failure, and
sunshining where it for others are obscurity and storm.
O.S. Marden

Yalda NIGHT

HAPPY YALDA NIGHT TO YOU

for you (AE)

Artist: Anastacia
Song: Heavy On My Heart

I try to fly away but it's impossible
And every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs
And for a moment I am weak
So it's hard for me to speak
Even though we're underneath the same blue sky

If I could paint a picture of this melody
It would be a violin without its strings
And the canvas in my mind
Sings the songs I left behind
Like pretty flowers and a sunset

It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home
Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

I've had my share of pleasure
And I've tasted pain
I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for me to hide
Like the ocean at the sunrise

It's heavy on my heart
I can't make it alone
Heavy on my heart
I can't find my way home Heavy on my heart
So come and free me
It's so heavy on my heart

Love, can you find me in the darkness, and love,
Don't let me down
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for my to hide
And I never thought I'd touch an angel's wings


Whooo...
If I could paint a picture of this melody
It would be a violin without its strings
And the canvas in my mind
Sings
the songs I left behind
Like pretty flowers and a sunset

I've had my share of pleasure
And I've tasted pain
I never thought that I would touch an angel's wings
There's a journey in my eyes
It's getting hard for me to hide
Like the ocean at the sunrise

B Ready

my dream,
I had very strange dream and funny!!

at my work,, I have problem with a user. she is very slow ,and you must more
than thousand times something explain and ..eventual that is wrongly and
she is is also responsible for payment byAPRO.

she forgets always note the errors and... I have
always problem with her if she call me (at first) I begon to cry !!!

I doomde that,, I without drivers license was driving and the reason of
it was that I was late for my examination at school .

before I will drive I have rung her and said that she must present this
at police force and apparently she has not done it . juist like always !!!
she had to leave also my call in APRO and she has done it but
not correct with some errors!!! so
police tried fond my call but cannot ,,, and I must with police gone. ans I was very sad.
when I wake up ,,,I laugh so hardly ,,I thought ...she is back mojgan

be ready ;-))

to be a woman !!!!

I am not standing here on my own behalf.

I am standing here on behalf of someone who did live to tell, but has been through too much to relate her story here in public. I will call her Juliette.
She lives in the Democratic Republic of Congo, so she lives in one of world’s largest disaster areas: three million dead in the past six years.
We from Amnesty spoke with her. She talked very slowly, very softly, and often did not finish her sentences. “How old are you?” we asked her. “I am 27 now,” she answered. “Will you tell us what happened to you?
”“Well,” she said, “I don’t mind telling you, so that you can tell others. It isn’t something you can tell over and over again. Because the things that happened to me make me… ” and she fell silent.Then she said: “Thinking back on it makes me feel sick. It happened three years ago, in June. On 2 June.
So I was 24 then. I was on my way to my sister-in-law’s funeral. I was walking quickly through the woods. Then I ran into a Rwandese soldier. He demanded sex.”“He raped you?” we asked.“Yes. Well, he forced me. And then he tortured me. I do not know how many bullets he fired at me. But it was a lot. Very many. In my belly.”We asked her where in her belly. She said: “In my lower belly.
In my… genitals.” She was clearly ashamed to speak that word. And she said: “It took hours before I received help.
They don’t even have bandages in that hospital, they have nothing at all. But in any case they helped me and the bleeding… And then they took me to a different hospital. I was operated on four times in all.
It didn’t work.”“Was that because of the bullets,” we asked?“Yes.”Had her organs been damaged?“Yes,” she said, “All my organs.”What more can you ask a women who has gone through this? Juliette didn’t really want to talk about it. Not because she wanted to deny it, but because she didn’t want to see herself as a victim. She still had a whole life ahead of her, she said.
“How do you see your life?” we asked her, and her answer came as a real surprise. She said: “I am going to graduate from high school. And then I want to learn to be a doctor.” “You want to study medicine?
” “Yes,” she said, smiling very bashfully.After that, we tried to help her. We took her to a hospital in Ethiopia, where she was given an operation that did “work”. Now she is back in the Congo. She sells donuts, in the street. She needs the money to pay for her education, for she still wants to be a doctor.Not long ago we received another message from her. She had graduated from high school, at the age of 27. And no matter how long it may take, she is still certain that one day she will be a doctor.

SHIFT

I intend to shift to other blogger!!!
appears that blogger is a good server,, but according to me that this tried
for really good and very good blogger to be !!!
look as a administrator you work daily
with issues with changes with modifications with
developers and if I am at home I must also busy with issues of ana of school of
house etc..
weblogging was for me a hobby or intention of it was a hobby!!!! but now
appears it that I must will build issue list for my PORSEDA !!!
1. commet do not well
2. with hello and picasso go also not well
3. I cannot add another link
4.site is sometimes porno

I have sent all those issues to support ,,,first told me
look in help menu ,,,
sorry you used another area and ,,,,
we are intend to building new stteing that...
we can nothing for you done ,,, itself wil be solve

You know ,, if you work also at same direction you are not easy to
manipulate (support has me a time requested what
is your job)
and tja sometimes hear you of your friends that they said that this tool can helps you for pictuurs and performance en ext.

whereas you was busy !!!

therefore I will switch soon to another serve
I want work very simply and easy with weblog.
I have not so much time (unfortunately) to solve all issue by my self,, I want spend that time on ana or my study or just as simply can rest
without issue list of porseda of thinking about that !!!

if one told me that we cannot do comment or this and that
I will immediately think what is a solution and I start analysis !! that 's my job again !!! no way please not again I have a list of issues( 365) and I must solve it ,,befoor new year !!!!
but I want to have a hobby also and be sure without issue list soooooooooooooooooooo
switch switch switch

Rich

De luxemburgers remain the richest citizens of the European Union.By the accession of ten new and poorer EU-MEMBER states the per capitaincome in Luxembourg per cent now 215 of the European average is.
The Netherlands hears with Denmark, Austria, Great Britain and Belgiumat home in the subtop of European Member States, where the occupantsgenerally 20 per cent deserve more than the EU average.
Figures over 2003 of Eurostat in Luxembourg, presented from Friday,proves to be further that Lithuania, Latvia and Poland the poorestMember States are, with an income which is still lower than half of the European average. Eurostat supply moreover no data concerning thealtitude of the average enter for each European.

(ANP)