again my feelings

at last
that is a fact that I am crazy person and very crazy also but...
I read my post at 29 August 2005 and now I think. ja this feelings
applies to me or other people are also this way?
I mean my feelings are so change that I cannot remmber them , oke I am crazy but I am crazy because of
them? they make me crazy , or the other way around ---is posible !!!
astonished me that such feelings suddenly have decreased just like
that they never never existed
yes okay I have very difficulty period behind the back but
nevertheless...
I don't undersatnd my self , Do U ?? ;-)